I’m losing sight of who I am
I can’t articulate my fears
Constantly trying to escape
What makes others satisfied
Is it my pride is it my pain
Is it my fear of death or worse
My fear of being forgotten
That prevents me from living, well
You think I’m faking you tell me
How to appreciate this shit
If my hearts constantly believes
I’m about to jump off the ship
I sense disaster and I flinch
I feel so tense everything aches
And like an animal I twitch
Out of fears I don’t understand
I can’t fucking breathe
I can’t hear your words
I can only scream tonight
If this is reality I don't mind
Giving up the fight
I can’t fucking breathe
I can’t hear your words
I can only drink tonight
If this is reality I don't mind
Giving up the fight
My isolation like a drug
Makes me irrelevant and weak
My thoughts don’t make sense anymore
All I can comprehend is bleak
It’s like a glasswall between me
And all of those who used to care
And now I scream within my heart
But they can no longer hear me
The worst is that I used to care
My frustration brings me to tears
As I wall myself off a bit more
And dream of all that could have been
I can’t fucking breathe
I can’t hear your words
I can only scream tonight
If this is reality I don't mind
Giving up the fight
I can’t fucking breathe
I can’t hear your words
Everything turns to white
If this is reality I don't mind
Letting go tonight
credits
from sea,
released December 18, 2020
"All music and lyrics and some of the mixing by grabyourface
Mixing and mastering by Gom Pilote (Unspkble, Between the Zones, Londead, Animal)"
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