So my body is broken
I’m feeling like a weight
Every word punching holes
In my fragile friendships
Another day is dying
I’m sitting in my room
Trying as hard as I can
Not to just disappear
My memories are fading
Like the life of another
That I’ve been borrowing
Waiting for mine to start
And I’m longing for times
I’m not sure anymore
Actually existed
Or actually matters
So my body is broken
I’m ashamed of my feelings
I don’t wanna turn back
At the end of the road
The colours of the past
Bleeding into my eyes
The pictures are fading
I am no longer me
I am sinking so low
Not reaching the sea floor
Going deeper and more
In the airless ocean
I am dislocated
I’m finished I am done
I did give it a try
Tomorrow will not come
I’m lying down awake
Forgetting to exist
Watching life happening
From my bedroom window
When did I get so low
I swear I have regrets
But all the oxygen
Won’t allow me to breathe
So my body is broken
I’m ashamed of my feelings
I don’t wanna turn back
At the end of the road
The colours of the past
Bleeding into my eyes
The pictures are fading
I am no longer me
I am sinking so low
Not reaching the sea floor
Going deeper and more
In the airless ocean
I am dislocated
I’m finished I am done
I did give it a try
Tomorrow will not come
credits
from sea,
released December 18, 2020
"All music and lyrics and some of the mixing by grabyourface
Mixing and mastering by Gom Pilote (Unspkble, Between the Zones, Londead, Animal)"
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